How Can I Keep From Singing Your Praise

There is an endless songEchoes in my soul

I hear the music ring

And though the storms may comeI am holding onTo the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise

How can I ever say enough

How amazing is Your love

How can I keep from shouting Your name

I know I am loved by the KingAnd it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyesIn the darkest night

For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with YouKnowing You'll see me through

And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times Sing when I win

I can sing when I lose my step And fall down again

I can sing 'cause You pick me upSing 'cause You're there

I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord When I call to You in prayer

I can sing with my last breath Sing for I know

That I'll sing with the angelsAnd the saints around the throne

Losing Someone

How to lose someone who loves you unconditionally? The first time I felt this was 3 years ago when my bestfriend Nino died. And until now there are still times that I get hurt, felt hopeless. Realized that there are things you can never really stop. No matter how much pushy you are or how much you’re like McGyver who gets his way just to get things done. When it comes to death, it’s something real, it’s something uncontrollable. Something that you need to face and slowly accept that when people died there’s no way for you to see that people again here on earth. No more…not today… not tomorrow... never… no chance… not even a little… no chance of even hearing his/her voice... No chance for you to share even just one more laughter or smile… No chance of arguing... of sharing thoughts... of defending yourself… and hearing them out… No more reminiscing with their past and telling you to learn from it... Most of all no more chance to feel the things they can uniquely do for you… Touching your heart and making you feel you are very special... you are loved… you are cared for even if you don’t listen... even if you don’t agree… even if you can’t hear them out… even if you think your better than them… It’s totally different than getting angry with somebody… committing mistakes today and got the chance to correct it tomorrow. .. Death is definite that means a permanent lost here on earth…

Thank You

To the person who have shown me appreciation... Who's whenever present, sits with the crowd and always gives a big smile to me and telling me I can do It! My most loyal fan and greatest cheerleader... I will miss you tita, Mirasol San Diego Buela ... Your ways are always an assurance that I am loved and cared for , even if I'm at my worst... With all that , how can I not tell you that you will always be my favorite tita... And how can I not miss you so badly... I love you so much.