... LoVeLy DaY ...

When I wake up in the morning, love

And the sunlight hurts my eyes

And something without warning,

love Bears heavy on my mind

Then I look at you And the world's alright with me

Just one look at you And I know it's gonna be A lovely day ...

lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...

When the day that lies ahead of me

Seems impossible to face

When someone else instead of me

Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you

And the world's alright with me

Just one look at you

And I know it's gonna be A lovely day.....

When the day that lies ahead of me

Seems impossible to face

When someone else instead of me

Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you

And the world's alright with me

Just one look at you And I know it's gonna be A lovely day...

...la lang....

Please don’t come near me yet and say sorry
Don’t embrace and say I love you
I might just break down and say I love you too

See it’s not what I wanted to happen
The words you said and the things you did
Have just wounded me and still does…

Just give time for my heart to heal
Don’t wanna’ suppress this anymore
I’m wounded.. I’m broken.. I’m in pain

No more... For now...

I am now promising myself not to believe in fairy tales yet...
No more wishing on the falling star for now...
I just wanna sit back and relax like before...
And wait till' God give me what is destined to be mine....

... enchanted... in loved.. mesmerized...

LeFt BeHiNd

Last night Dennis and I had an argument... as always... e kasi naman ang aga aga nyang umalis sa bahay tapos ang tagal dumating dito sa office.. pero d naman yun lang.. sabi nya sakin sa phone sabi daw ni Arnel morning shift ako.. e kasi siempre nalungkot luvs kasi nga nagpa mid-shift siya para may kasabay ako dahil supposedly mid-shift ako.. Well, dahil sa inis nya may nasabi siyang d naman totoo, which is yun yung kinainisan ko.. We're not ok hanggang kaninang umaga.. Tapos pagdating ko, tinawag nya ko.. Pag lapit ko sabi nya nabili ko na yung book na gusto mo.. Sobrang na excite ako.. It's a Left Behind Book, "Taken" though medyo mali kasi pang kids yun pero sobrang gusto ko.. Yun pala kaya siya natagalan makarating dito sa office kasi binili pa nya ko ng book... Sobrang sorry tuloy ako.. Haay.. sobrang saya ko.. My happiness with Dennis is really more on emotions.. I don't know if you'll understand.. I mean, nde ba kasama yung isip.. I'm happy because I am happy and not because my mind tells me that I should be happy.. Si Dennis alam nya kung pano ko pasasayahin,, and the happiness and joy I have it's genuine.. Pinadadali niya yung buhay ko.. Naalala ko tuloy nung na hospitalized ako.. He really made things easier for me and for my family.. Kung wala siya alam ko it really won't be easy for me.. Binawasan nya yung mga worries ko.. financially, emotionaly, physically, spritually.. And I love him so much for those.. I really thank God that I found you... God loves me so much that he allowed me to be loved by you.. Luvs this song is for you,,, not because my mind tells me that I should dedicate this for you.. but because this is how I really feel... Thanks sa book.. thanks sa love.. thanks sa pagpapasensya.. and maraming salamat for changing to someone better.. iloveyou so much..

I had to add this.. may kasama nga palang 2 letters yun.. yung isa card.. and yung isa letter na parang card na print nya lang tapos nilagyan nya ng colors.. ang sweet.. then sabi nya series din daw yun ng birthday gift nya sakin.. Luvs kaw lang you are a precious gift from above..

You are the one who makes me happy

When everything else turns to grey

Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings

And sends me out into the day

You are the crowd that sits quiet

Listening to meTo all the mad sense I make

You are one of the few things worth remembering

And if it's all trueHow can anyone mean more to meThan you

Sorry if sometimes I look past you

There's no one beyond your eyes

Inside my head the wheels are turning

Hey, sometimes I'm not so wise

You are heart (you are my heart, you're my, my inspiration)

Just like the old love song goes (just like a love song)

You are one of the few things worth remembering

And if it's all trueHow can anyone mean more to meThan you