I can't believe it!!!! Almost 6 months.. Bakit nga ba? well I just really don't feel like writing after maybe two to three months of Onin's death. Then hanggang sa naging sobrang busy... Kamusta na ba ko after Onin's death? ganun na ba ko kadali nakarecover? Nope there's still times pag naiisip ko siya iiyak na lang ako bigla. Parang ngayon.. I can't fight it.. and i guess i will always be this way. Y not? Hey he's one of the best people i've got. He's one of the person whom I know loved me so much.. But i've got to face it. we all need to face it. Anyway I'm praying that his death was not in vain. I just hope that those people who mourned after his death, keeps a little lesson in their heart.. at least a little knowledge...care..and wisdom of what really life is all about. Of how fast and easy it can be taken away from someone.. and a little awareness of our purpose in life.. why are we here?? Onin wherever you are right now, i would like you to know that your death taught me a very very good lesson in life.. that life is too short.. that we should be doing things that God had designed and planned us to really do.. and it's not having a good paying job, not having a lot of gimmiks, beautiful girlfriend, poging bf... it aint' the reason why we're here.. Sooner or later we will all die.. and when we die, what would really matter? It's how we spread God's words.. it's how many crowns we gonna have because of the people we were able to show God...and life is not about money..it's not about all the material things that we can have here... it's all about HIM...it's all about God.. Onin...I'm gonna live my life like everyday's the last....Sayang Onin you won't be physically around on my wedding day..Nung nagpropose si dennis naiimgaine kita na unang unang magiging masaya for me.. Lolokhin mo ko at tatanungin kung sigurado na ba ko? Oh that funny face of yours.. Ung tawa mo.. the way you would walk and talk to me.. But I know you still are.. I love you bestfriend.. sayang i didn't grab the opportunity to tell you that nung buhay ka pa..kasi baka mamisinterpret mo..hehehe.. but you know that.. you Literally been there for me.. never gave up on me..and never left me... Even if i can't return the love you wish i would, you still never left me.. Loving and staying even if you are hurting.. Mahal namahal po kita and until now I miss you so much.. Thank you for everything... you love me unconditionally..
I’m gonna live my lifeLike every day’s the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you’re goneI can’t cry hard enough
I’m gonna live my lifeLike every day’s the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you’re goneI can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough For you to hear me now
Gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I’ve let go of you like A child letting go of his kite
There it goes – up in the sky
There it goes – beyond the clouds
For no reason whyI can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remainsIs an empty chair
And now that you’re goneI can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes – up in the sky
There it goes – beyond the clouds
For no reason whyI can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
And now that you’re goneI can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
