I don't know if this will already post the correct time. It's 6:34 AM, Monday, May 14, 2007. It's a holiday today (election day), but of course no holidays for us for we're supporting the US working days.. I'm wondering if this one is going to be a double pay already. I just remember our holy week, which of course is not a holiday for us. It was promised that it's gonna be a double pay.. But as usual, until now we're still waiting and dreaming of having what we're supporsed to be enjoying now..Sometimes you feel so betrayed when it seems that you're begging for something that is rightfully yours. When will this ever change?
Why am I up so early?? I woke up at past 5 AM today, got my cellphone and hoping that Dennis sent me some sweet message.. And yes! he did.. He told me that he misses me so much that he wanna embrace me.. Me too!!! Why? Becuase he's here yesterday. Me and my family and him and Ate Arlene were trained by my papa about Insurance. Of course, we're not allowed to be sweety sweety...not even to just hug and say I love you... haay... And we're not used to that.. We are just used to be together alone..But of course we're so happy and blessed that despite the fact that we need to be somehow strangers, at least he's with us (with the whole family!)..For those who already knew our story can understand what I'm trying to say...So let's go back to what happened when I woke up. I went down to pee.. Got back in bed.. and then remember what Dennis has just texted me.. I texted him back and told him how much I misses him.. and how much I'm praying that God will allow us to get married. Yes! I wanted to marry him.. I wanted to have a family with him.. In my entire life I was never this so sure about marrying somebody...And how I pray that Dennis is the one God had prepared for me.. I love him so much.. I love everything about him... What funny is, I love the things I hate about him. Why? because that what makes him him...So what's stopping us? Personally? I want him to have a better relationship with my family first... I want my family to see and realize how blessed I am to have him... Then, wla pa kaming pera!! WAAAAAA!!! Because of that my imagination played again.. I remember that we wanted to have our own business.. And I'm thinking of a business now, but not so sure if we will be able to have it in reality... Unang una.. wala kaming enough money for that.. Naubos pera namin nung na operahan ako...and sad to say wala kaming na reimbursement sa Maxicare!!So going back ayun.. Kakatakot din at the same time kasi baka naman yung konting naipon namin e mawala pa since d pa ko sanay magbusiness.. So as usual, I prayed to God, I know if it's for us bibigay na lang Nya yun without us realizing we already have it.. So after magisip, magpray, magwish, I've decided to just open my friendster and my blog.. Sa friendster, I've sent my cousin Arcie a message. He sent me one and I just decided to reply. So anong meron dun? Preaching ko sa kanya...hahahaha... Well I missed that boy so much... and of course I miss his kuya as well.. Ang bilis ng panahon dati yung kuya nun si Ching kasabay ko pumapasok. I was in 1st year and si ching nasa grade 1.. At ang baon ni Ching 5 pesos ata!!! Hahahaha... ang kuripot talaga ni mama.. But now, they're both grown up and need to face the reality of life.. And I know it will be harder for them because they're both in the States now... and parang alone kasi my cousin (Ate Juvy), we're they are currently living now is too busy with her work and family... But I believe that Arcie's knowledge, and experiencing living and having God in His life will bring him and Ching into a world full of joy and love in the Lord.. Which will bring them a better life.. To kuya Ching and Arcie...keep the faith!!!!Christ RULES!!!! And make him rule in your life.. Mwuah... Friendster time....
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