11/23/2004

This poem has nothing to do with how I feel at this very moment. But I admit this how I feel some time...

God I am so down
I've been rejected countless time
And it is so painful
For those times I still fought
Tried so hard to stand again
Telling myself that You know better
That better things will come my way

But God please show me Your will
Before pain starts to kill me
And self pity destroys me
I'm losing hope and confidence
And I don't wanna lose faith in You
Give me signs...I'm losing grip...
Help me understand and believe...

BUT I WILL STILL HOLD ON! IN YOU I LAY MY LIFE ... IN YOU I WILL SOAR MY WINGS LIKE EAGLES...