First time..

The title do really sounds funny.. well.. obviously this will be my very first blog. Tried it before but really got tired of doing or updating it.. But now, after viewing an officemates' blog (Ryan's) I told myself that I wanted to also have one.. Why? simply because I miss writing.. I miss doing poems.. essays.. and I believe no one really knows it except for those who are very close to me.. And also Ryan inspires me a lot ( without him knowing it ).. We have something in common.. and that will be our ministry in God.. Oh for how long have I've been missin' those things.. and how long should I keep on missing it??? If only I could make things easier now.. If there would be one thing I would like to do now.. that would be serving God with Dennis and my family... Going out with our Youth.. playing games... having fun.. sharing stories..sharing difficulties.. I miss the days wherein I can speak boldy to them.. I miss the days wherein they will call me "Ate Lan,,, may problem ako.." Right now all I can hear is them asking "Ate Lan may time ka?".. Or"Ate lan.. san si kuya...?" I miss dancing.. I really do miss it a lot... So much.. that it breaks my heart remembering those "Apo Diyos" days.. those "Sa Yahweh.."... I miss the youth so much... I miss my mommy... how I pray that God will settle everything between us.. I just pray as well that God will make way for me to love her with dennis... How hard is it to love someone and break someone's heart... I know someday God will answer everything.. all the uncertainties that I have now...
By the way what pushed me now to do this.. it's my ever pogi brother in law..Kuya B... I was very inspired when I saw his blog.. http://bbroda.blogspot.com... ang cucute ng pamangkins ko..and of course my ever pretty-sharon look a-like sistah.. who's ever kind and loving.. I now found a place where in I can tell what I feel.. what's inside me...For it's very seldom for me to share it...
Today's francia's wedding.. Walang tulugan!!!! Oks lang I'm so excited for her.. I know she's been waiting for this for quite a long time now.. i'm so happy attending her wedding even if means not being able to attend the Ariba Summer outing...See you guys..