Friday, June 1, 2007

LeFt BeHiNd



Last night Dennis and I had an argument... as always... e kasi naman ang aga aga nyang umalis sa bahay tapos ang tagal dumating dito sa office.. pero d naman yun lang.. sabi nya sakin sa phone sabi daw ni Arnel morning shift ako.. e kasi siempre nalungkot luvs kasi nga nagpa mid-shift siya para may kasabay ako dahil supposedly mid-shift ako.. Well, dahil sa inis nya may nasabi siyang d naman totoo, which is yun yung kinainisan ko.. We're not ok hanggang kaninang umaga.. Tapos pagdating ko, tinawag nya ko.. Pag lapit ko sabi nya nabili ko na yung book na gusto mo.. Sobrang na excite ako.. It's a Left Behind Book, "Taken" though medyo mali kasi pang kids yun pero sobrang gusto ko.. Yun pala kaya siya natagalan makarating dito sa office kasi binili pa nya ko ng book... Sobrang sorry tuloy ako.. Haay.. sobrang saya ko.. My happiness with Dennis is really more on emotions.. I don't know if you'll understand.. I mean, nde ba kasama yung isip.. I'm happy because I am happy and not because my mind tells me that I should be happy.. Si Dennis alam nya kung pano ko pasasayahin,, and the happiness and joy I have it's genuine.. Pinadadali niya yung buhay ko.. Naalala ko tuloy nung na hospitalized ako.. He really made things easier for me and for my family.. Kung wala siya alam ko it really won't be easy for me.. Binawasan nya yung mga worries ko.. financially, emotionaly, physically, spritually.. And I love him so much for those.. I really thank God that I found you... God loves me so much that he allowed me to be loved by you.. Luvs this song is for you,,, not because my mind tells me that I should dedicate this for you.. but because this is how I really feel... Thanks sa book.. thanks sa love.. thanks sa pagpapasensya.. and maraming salamat for changing to someone better.. iloveyou so much..
I had to add this.. may kasama nga palang 2 letters yun.. yung isa card.. and yung isa letter na parang card na print nya lang tapos nilagyan nya ng colors.. ang sweet.. then sabi nya series din daw yun ng birthday gift nya sakin.. Luvs kaw lang you are a precious gift from above..

You are the one who makes me happy
When everything else turns to grey
Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings
And sends me out into the day

You are the crowd that sits quiet
Listening to meTo all the mad sense I make
You are one of the few things worth remembering
And if it's all trueHow can anyone mean more to meThan you

Sorry if sometimes I look past you
There's no one beyond your eyes
Inside my head the wheels are turning
Hey, sometimes I'm not so wise

You are heart (you are my heart, you're my, my inspiration)
Just like the old love song goes (just like a love song)
You are one of the few things worth remembering
And if it's all trueHow can anyone mean more to meThan you

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