My Idea of Heaven

---Moments---

First Time ni Den

My bestfriends Queng and Mitch

May 8, 2006

There are things can't
be answered...
Realities that can't
be understood...
Pains that can't
be bared...
Wants that can't
be received...
If those things can't
be done...
How can one be
happy???
TRUST in the LORD

It's been quite a while since I last posted something here.. I've been so very busy these past few weeks... or months.. Kamusta na nga ba ko? Well, aside from being busy sa work, busy na rin sa church.. It's just one thing that I will never feel guilty of doing.. Ang masaya, kasama ko na si Den. Though' it's not as smooth as I prayed it would be pero ganun talaga..
One step at a time.. A lot of things had happened.. some were good.. some were not so good. Ano nga ba mga unusual things? First.. na carnap yung van ni Ate Arlyn sa tapat ng bahay namin... Sayang, kakalungkot.. Mga two weeks din bago namin natanggap na wala na talaga. Ano pa ba? My bestfriend Donie will be leaving soon for Singapore... How sad.. I know "presence" wise nothing would change much. Kasi naman kahit nandito siya sa Pinas' mga 2x or 3x in a year lang kami magkita. Pero iba.. sobra.. Iba pag bestfriend mo, kahit siguro 10 years kayong d magkita, once na magkita kayo parang nung isang araw lang kayo last na nagkasama. Pero I will surely miss Donie a lot. I pray that this will be a new beginning for him.. Something or somewhere to start all over again.. Pero this time, start all over again with God.
Then si Den nagkasakit.. I mean until now may sakit pa rin. Pero siempre we are claiming that it's nothing so serious.. Pero worried ako talaga before.. Nde alam ni Den na d talaga ko mapakali nung Sunday until Wednesday.. I was saddened by the realization that the possibility of losing someone you love is not avoidable. And plus the fact that he was always the one who's taking care of me. Sabi nga ni France, iba pag lalake ang may sakit.. malambing pero mahirap.. It's hard to see someone you lean on will need to lean on you. Scary??? yep.. pero siempre we just need to learn and trust God... Trust that His ways are always better than our ways...
Balik tayo sa church.. last Sunday was one of my best song leading ever.. la lang.. i just felt that God and His holy spirit worked in our congregation.. Sana laging ganun...