One Step at a Time

Lanie... it takes time... don't be afraid to commit mistakes, to ask, and to let people know you just have so little to offer now. One step at a time. Don't push yourself to show people you're doing good and that you can perform very well. It's alright to fail, as long as you know you did your best. It's just that sometimes it's not yet enough. It's not your fault, it's just how things should be. It takes time... One step at a time... Don't expect people to be just like to you. To feel what you feel, to offer what you can offer, and never expect them to give what you can give. Anyways, you can never give everything other people can give you.. Again, it's no body's fault, but it's just how life is. The most important thing, when it seems you've gone too far and nowhere to go, just go back to the basic. Just trust in the Lord. He is our father who will always want and gives the best for a child. Just remember to take everything one step at a time, and with God in your heart, soul, and mind, someday, you'll surely achieve what you've been longing for...

Isaac's First Smile

Galing... saw my son's first smile... I had Congenital Anomaly test conducted, the doctor tried to see if Isaac's ready for 3D, when the doctor was trying to see Isaac inside my womb, he smiled... Ang cute ni Isaac, I really saw him smiling... Thank God Isaac's doing well ... We also saw him kicking me... kulit ng baby namin... He's really a miracle from God...
Right now, whenever I remember his smile, it makes me smile as well. I can't imagine him so little and young and yet he knows how to smile... I love you anak!!! I just wanna love you forevermore.... I can't wait to see and touch you... we love you so much...

You think so?

Akala mo lang ok ako... pero nde ako ok...
Ayoko na lang magsalita...kasi d ka naman makikinig...
Mag-aaway lang tayo...
Kakasawa na rin makipagusap sa taong nde marunong magpatalo...
Kakapagod lang...
Tanong ko sa sarili ko tama ba to???
Tanong ko sa Dyos tama ba ko???

Sabi sa isang comment "Forgive even when there has been no apology or restitution."
Hirap... But I'll try...
Kaya ko to... Kasama ko naman si God...

Siguro sa ngayon d na muna ko aasa sa iba...
Tulad dati... Asa na lang ako kay God...
Anyways... Siya lang naman talaga ung may gusto ng the best for everyone...
Sa ngayon... Salamat na lang ...
Kasama ko si God... Kasama ko si Isaac...